Happy first

Waow, it's been a month.

Honestly, I'm not sure if I know the right words to say. For once, I'm at a loss at what to say. How do I put these feelings into words, tell the world how you make me feel?

I have never been so loved and taken care of before, ever. I feel so special and cherished all the time. It's amazing. You're amazing. The way you look at me, the way you hold me tight, the way you put your arm around me, the way you keep me warm. The way I get butterflies in my stomach when I see you, the way my heart pounds when you hold me tight, the way my heart warms when you put your arm around me. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes, see how beautiful and special you are to me. See how precious you are to me.

It doesn't feel like a month, it feels like days. Even so, it's been a wonderful month. Better than wonderful actually, I'm not sure if I know the words to describe it. I know you had to go through a lot to get to where we are today and I'm sorry for that. I know I may not have done or said the right things. Or maybe I did the right things, at the wrong times. But here we are and this is where I want to be. Right next to you <3

I said so many things in this post but at the end of the day, what really matters is that I love you.