Well, it's the end of 2009. Last ever blog post for the year. I'm lying in bed doing this, as usual. Hmm, it's a new year, time for new beginnings! But first I guess it's time to reflect.

This year has been to say the least, eventful and colourful. Lots of stuff happened, good and bad stuff. I loved and lost again, went on awesome trips, learned lots of stuff in school and in the process I discovered new things about myself as well. It's been an interesting year I guess. There's no such thing as a good or bad year I suppose. It's what you make of the year. Lemonade out of lemons and all that crap, hha.

It's time to let go of the stuff that happened. You were a part of my life, good and bad parts, but still you were part of my life and that's pretty hard to ignore. It wouldn't be right to just ignore and pretend like you never happened because you did. It was wonderful and it was bad. But still, everything will still remain as memories to me. I'll acknowledge that. So thank you for the memories and now it's time for us to move on.

And I have to thank you Wei Zhong, because you were there for me when I needed you. You were my pillar of strength, my rock. Someone that was always there, always listening. You never demanded anything, never asked for anything in return. You were, and you still are, amazing to me. Thank you so much for all that you've done for me over this past year. And thank you for giving me such a wonderful end to this year. I couldn't imagine it being any other way, and especially not without you.

Well I guess it's time for me to start working hard again. God knows I've been slacking off during the holidays. Time to start writing again. Time for the creative juices to get flowing!

All I can say is that I hope 2010 will be as good as 2009 has been and that I will be able to get through the year without any casualties. I guess it's time to say goodbye..

So why do I feel a little reluctant to say goodbye to the year? Perhaps it's got to do with the fact that it feels as though we're pressing reset and we have to do everything all over again. And I'm getting a year older. The thought of doing everything again makes me tired already. Oh well.

Okay I am going to be positive. Go go go Nic! (: