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Thursday, January 25, 2007 @ 10:18 PM
and yes its everlasting..
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@ 10:13 PM
and if i had to share my love..
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Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 11:57 PM
and yes lets run away to nevernever land
WE FLIPPING DID IT! team event - gold! bliss rocked it on the piste tday. i'll be honest and say that i slacked. my parries were huge and i did so many passes. so flipping upset with myself =( nevermind. the 'WAHS!' from yvonne karryn and jephine motivated me. because my true motivation has left the building. LITERALLY. sad i know. nevermind. deadline - my birthday. and so the countdown begins.
- 2months and 22days to go -
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Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 6:24 PM
novices
novices was a bummer. i did okay i guess. but not as far as i hoped i cld have gone. i made it to the semi-finals where i unfortunately lost to a girl from nus. guess my body just gave out on me. wish i cld have gone on. but ive given it my all, so yehh well. bliss got second. im hell proud of her =) rachel did okay i guess. mm yanlong im super proud of you! novices champ! =D wish it was me, or bliss. arghhhhhhh. nevermind shall not dwell on it anymore. heads up, eyes front!
TEAM EVENT - GOLD! its all but nothing at all. we expect nothing less. =)
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Thursday, January 11, 2007 @ 9:33 PM
lets get these teen hearts beating faster
ALL IT EVER DOES IS RAIN. which is perfect incidentally. it fits my mood completely. life never felt so bleak eh. school totally sucks. I HAVE NO EFFING FREE PERIODS. im supposed to report to the library during free periods so basically its BLOODY STUDY HALL. sheesh wtf is that. free periods are supposed to be our own time. mm POPEYE CANT SPEAK AT ALL. he pronounces flag as frag and class as crass. sheesh and whn he asked us if we had any issues to bring up, i was so BLOODY TEMPTED to say i'll like to question our pircpanil's speaking skills because i think half the student population can speak better thn him. sheesh.
gosh i miss him. so much. he asked me how to angels look like, i told him that there was one right in front of me. you wnna know how much i love you? go out into the rain and stick out your tongue. the drop you catch show how much you love me and the ones you miss are how much i love you. i guess you'll never know how i feel, because you dont even know i exist. its just too bad.
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Sunday, January 07, 2007 @ 11:26 PM
irreplaceable
will you ever hold me in your arms again?
will you ever say those three words to me again? will you ever take the path and walk me home again? will you ever hold my hand and tell me im beautiful again? because i just want you to know that i miss you so i miss the good times and the bad i dont care as long as im with you the rest of the world can go and screw themselves all that matters is me and you would you lie with me and just forget the world? baby come back to me it was all so beautiful and it could still be i want you to know that you are irreplaceable. i couldnt find another you in a minute not even if i wanted to i guess all that im really trying to say is, I LOVE YOU.
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Saturday, January 06, 2007 @ 10:27 PM
lets you and i go away to emoland
the thought of you is what gets me through each day
yet the very thought of you completely disorientates me. i dont know if i shld cry because you're not mine or shld i smile because you're so beautiful you mean the world to me, yet you dont know a thing i used to be your everything, but now im nothing can you give me one more chance to make you smile because without you im not sure if i'll make it through will my smile ever return i may be smiling on the surface, but deep down inside it hurts so much seeing you smile, wishing that you would smile for me seeing you laugh, wishing that you would give me a great big hug and tell me everything's okay it hurts so much i have so much to tell you i wish i could but im so afraid that i'll be disappointed i dont think i could take the pain so i wont say anything at all. i'll just sit here in silence and cry my heart out until maybe one day when you do realise what has been going on all this while i'll be right here waiting for you
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Friday, January 05, 2007 @ 11:46 PM
emoemo
when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
i miss what once was, is it never to be again? tear my heart out and throw it onto the floor i think it'll hurt less it ends tonight that face is tearing holes in me i cant make it through without you im crying out and you dont know it COME ON EVERYONE. EMO WITH ME. LETS GO TO EMOLAND TOGETHER. omg i miss you so much. you have no idea how this feels. i miss you i miss you i miss you. these feelings are like a tsunami. im drowning in them. will you give me your hand and pull me out of this storm? or will i have to weather it on my own.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007 @ 9:11 PM
emo
you keep tugging at my heart strings and i hate you for it.
you're worth every tear i cried my wish is that you be madly loved by the one you choose when i need you, you're only almost here and i know thats not enough bruised and battered by your words here i am once again, im torn into pieces because of you, i never strayed too far from the sidewalk i cannot cry because i know thats weakness in your eyes im forced to fake a smile and a laugh every day of my life my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to begin with my weakness is that i cared too much but i cant escape the truth, that i'll never be with you just thinking of you brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes the touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever i fall would you hold me in your arms and say you'll never leave me so kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me i wanna continue living in the past, the way it used to be everything's so beautiful when im with you thanks for the sweet memories, i'll never forget them i cant see me loving nobody but you for all my life i tried to be perfect cos i know you're worth it
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@ 8:27 PM
him
it hurts so much. all i want to do is emo. emo until you come back. i want you to be happy. but could you be happy with me? i know its selfish. i thought it wasnt real. until it was over, thn i realised all i could ever think abt was you. i cant explain anything at all. i just miss you so much. SO SO MUCH. im bleeding inside, and you dont even know it. i wish there was a way i could tell you everything. but i dont want to be turned down. you'll probably look at me like im freak. i rather not know thn stand the hurt. every little reminder of what was hurts so much. i could sit for hours in the rain staring at your picture. i wish i were brave but im not. I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU :(
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @ 8:43 PM
popeye
I HATE POPEYE WITH A VENGENCE. ALL THOSE IN AGREEMENT, LET ME HEAR YOU SHOUT BROTHERS AND SISTERS! i will NOT have our voices stifled by that tyrant. it has been less than a perfect first day back and i suppose we can thank popeye for that. I feel that popeye is inadequate and not qualified to lead our school towards the future. during his very first speech to the school today, he displays his very powerful command of the english language. This is a direct quote : "WE MUST PRACTISE RESPONSIBLE. WE MUST STUDY RESPONSIBLE. " sheesh. he does not even bother to welcome his students back to school, in fact the first thing he tells us is too much holiday is a bad thing. like GIVE US A BREAK! apparently he is not a believer of mindless fun. wow that was a surprise. im sure no one saw that coming. uhhuh, and ohyes did i mention HE IS NOT A BELIEVER OF MINDLESS FUN?? great, just great. i foresee boring and dreadfully long school days. =( popeye also displays a lack of common sense. when he bumped into a student in the toilet, he asked him what are you doing here. USING THE TOILET DUH! sheesh. and here is more evidence to prove that he is a narrow minded mofo who cannot see the bigger picture. this is what he told my netball teacher : "WHY ENTER COMPETITIONS IF YOU ALL WILL GET THRESHED ANYWAY?" grrrrrrr. just because of that, im gnna make sure we bring something back from daisy tan. asshole. you just pissed off a severely hormonal woman.
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@ 5:55 PM
2007
2007's HERE! it means IGCSE. fag that. all i ever want to do is party and party some more. new year's day bbq was good. though i got thrown into the pool. stupid RI boys. grr. i swear i will get my revenge. sigh i guess its time to set down some new year resolutions.
whats life about. its about going after what you want. and this year, this is IT. i am going after what i want. im getting myself out of this shit. move somewhere where party is all we ever do and study is the last thing on the agenda. =)
grumble of the day : i miss him. i want him back. =(
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