HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! hha. tday be ma fifteen bday. i started my existance this day fifteen years ago. and im that much closer to the grave. hha not my line. jackson's. he's hell depressing. lol. mm. and how did i spend my birthday? RUNNING FRIGGING CROSS COUNTRY NATIONALS. bahhhhhhs. im not gnna make excuses and be like oh i had cramps and all that shit. lets get down with this. im a effing lousy runner. dont ask me why my teacher put me down for this shit. i havent figured that one out yet. damnn. well in some ways ive gtta thank him for it though. it most certainly has helped victoria, melissa and i bond more. which is something that you cant achieve through anything else. though we came back empty handed, we brought back with us something much more valuable. though we didnt bring home the glory, we have lain the path for those in the years to come. and yes that is something we should be proud of. how often can you say that you were the pioneer team of hwachong international school's cross country team. we are the first female team in the history of hwa chong instituition to participate in the cross country nationals. and hellyeah it feels good. there's no feeling in the world that can replace the satisfaction you feel whn you cross the finish line with your head held high. nuh uh. the adrenlin at turf city tday was amazing. i havent gotten so pumped up about something for the longest time. the emotions i experienced tday was undescribeable. and would i do it again? hell yeah.

thank you feipigu for coming down tday. it was so unexpected. i love you manymanymany anyway. and i cant wish for a better feipigu thn you. you heard that? I LOVE YOU. =)