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Sunday, December 25, 2005 @ 7:41 PM
OMG. i feel like eating mushroom pot. ive got no idea what's come over me! im normally reluctant to eat there. ahhhhhh. cravings. hunger pangs. gee. im in a weird mood today. maybe cos its christmas. yays. i was asleep for the best part of the day. feels so so nice to be able to sleep in. havent had much sleep for the past few days due to the wake. so so sad. well, she's in a better place now. i cant complain. im sure she's smiling down on me. ive got a guardian angel. lol. hmmmm. i miss work. i think im crazy today. seriously. wanting to eat at mushroom pot, missing work. it all adds up. lol. work's kinda fun come to think of it. the rush whn im able to close a big sale. LOL. yup. i am mad. ohwells. santa honey, how come i have so little presents this year? hha. haul of presents rather depressing this year. only 7. ohwells. shldnt take it for granted. shld be grateful that i got some. ahhhhhhh. zapzap. where are you? lol. guess there's trng tmr. sighhh. tuition aft that. ITS SO DEPRESSING. i wont get to sleep in tmr. ): ohwells. i made up for it today. hha. the comp's on sat. no idea if everything will go up in time. well, i have faith in us. we can do it! mm. hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis hcis.
oh i cant wait. school's gnna be crazy nxt year. hha. wildwildwild. just cant imagine. lol If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ahhhhhhhhh. zapzap! where are you? muchlove princessnic (:
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Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 2:09 AM
emotions
im not sure how i shld feel. not sure of my emotions. not sure of what im feeling. my grandmother just passed away. ive kinda been expecting it but it never actually became realistic to me. like it was just something in my mind. but now that it has become reality. im not sure how i shld feel. not sure of what i shld do. nver had this kinda thing happen to me before. i feel numb. there's this hollow, empty feeling in my stomach that i cant explain. memories keep coming back to me. flashes of the past. my grandmother was the one who brought me up. so in a way, she was like a second mum to me. she defended me no matter what, whether i was in the wrong or right. she loved me like no other, doted on me so much, like no one else. she was the one who believed in me all the way. was so proud of me, no matter what i did. everything i did, whatever accomplishments i had seemed to be such a big deal to her. i could just pass my chinese exam and to her it wld be like winning an oscar. if i had broken a record or smth she wld have told the whole world. im proud to call her my grandmother. cant ever find another grandmother like her. i wldnt be able to find another like her even ifi searched for a thousand years. when i was young, she wld take care of me. wait for me aft school everyday and bring me home. she wld bathe me, feed me and take care of me till my parents came to get me. so sweet. she never ever faulted me or thought i was dumb, stupid or anything. she always talked to my parents for me. always helped me out. she was there whenever i needed her. when i was little, she massaged my hands. whn she was in hospital, it wa smy turn to massage hers. yet i didnt so it. didnt fulfil my duty. feeling so guilty. so useless. im a horrible grand-daughter. didnt spend enough time with her. i should have visited her more often. i always wanted to visit her but everytime something wld come up and i wld push it back. procrastination, one of my biggest weaknesses. well. grandma, you're in a better place now. now i know i have an angel watching over me.
muchlove princessnic ):
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Sunday, December 18, 2005 @ 10:29 PM
i just wnna live
i just wnna live. people leave me alone! im gnna live my life. but not the way you want me to.
hha. so much funny shit happened today. first it was wancong and my passport. he opened my passport, expecting to burst out laughing at my photo. instead it was me who burst out laughing. he turned to he back of the passport. hahahahha. moron. ohwells. he's an adorable moron. hha. funny shit number 2 was uncle ricky's attraction to the stairs. we were walking down the stairs cos too many rellies were using the lift. didnt want to wait. so we were walking walking walking and discussing my smelly cousin's(boinkboink junior) new handphone(motorola v3, in case you were wondering. humph. some people have all the luck. ohwells). and suddenly, uncle ricky missed a step and slipped down the stairs. so hilarious. i just couldnt hold it back. a bubble of laughter burst out of me. and soon everyone(smallyee, ryan and i) started laughing too. hilarious. maybe gravity was increasing on him. lol. kongkong's birthday parties are always always the same. the adults get together and bring their kids along. they have a good time getting all caught up in nolstagia while the kids just sit there getting more and more BORED. sheesh. i got lucky last year. rachel and i escaped and went shopping at some super sleazy shopping centre. ohwells. beggers cant be choosers eh. this year wasnt so bad too. my dad and i just played cards all the way. needless to say i was thrashed soso badly. hha. my dad's one hell of a cardplayer. and he holds such a straight face. seriously. you can nver tell how good or bad his hand is. humph. going hcis tmr to get my sch u and books. hope the uni is nice. ohwells. work's not so bad now. i get such a rush whn i manage to sell smth. hahahahhahaha. sheesh. i sound so out of it. cheesey! muchlove princessnic
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Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 5:32 PM
sleepover rocks
just got back from brenda's sleepover. funfunfun. double fun. hha. we accompanied her friends back to their place to get their clothes and shit at arnd 11 plus. and we had to walk through a field full of wet muddy grass. YUCK. and it was damn dark can. awfulness. no lights at all. and there were like toads and stuff. eeks. we their place at abt 12 plus. soso scared that we missed the last bus back cos THREE BUSES WENT RIGHT PAST US WITHOUT STOPPING. HUMPH. but thankfully the nxt bus stopped and it WAS THE LAST BUS(!!). phew. thankgod we managed to catch it la. we went back to sunplaza mac. pigged out on the 50cents fries and tea. i drank like 2 cups of tea. nuts. was so energetic aft that. hha. and with like LOADS OF SUGAR. yeesh. gives me the rush. hurrhurr. aft that we went to seveneleven to get some stuff and i ended up with a can of REDBULL. yes it does gives you wings. hha. i started going a little mad and hyper aft that. hha. funfunfun. aft that we went walking arnd sembawang. lol. we were like walking arnd carparks looking for the right one cos brenda said one of them was HAUNTED. whoooooooo. such rush. hha. think the guys were more scared thn the girls la. we went home arnd like 4 plus. whn we got back we didnt dare to switch on the lights or do any shit in case we woke her dad up. so we just sat there like morons in the dark. hurrhurr. think i was the first to black out. i slept at like 5 plus. jazzy woke me up at 7 plus cos she was hungry. so we went to the kitchen to attempt cooking something edible. we ended up with some instant porridge shit. i was so ready for noodles though. ohwell. the porridge wasnt that bad. edible. i went back to sleep aft that. the nxt time i woke up it was like 1.42(!!). ohman. was so shocked. hha. i think brenda slept the longest. alvin slept the least i think. mm. but it was funfunfun. though i think i look like a panda frm hell now. hha. mm. met wancong at the bus interchange. think i was late. well atleast he was nice enough to come send me home. so sweet. (: lol. yeah. was watching chicken little and pooling with him ytd before i went over to brenda's place. mm.chicken little sucks. kinda boring. wasnt that good. i beat him at pool! hha. or rather erm not counting the THREE TIMES THAT I SHOT THE BLACK BALL IN. hha. so tyco la. wasnt even aiming at the black ball. no idea how it went in. yeeeesh. ohwell. we just took it out and placed it back on the table. the game goes on. and i win. whooooooooo. power to the woman (: ohyeah. I GOT INTO HWACHONG INTERNATIONAL!! whoooooooooo. damn happy can. dunnoe what ma cbss teachers gnna say though. sighhhhhh. ohwell. HCIS. FUNFUNFUFN. double yays.
muchlove princessnic (:
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Sunday, December 04, 2005 @ 6:10 PM
postpostpost
baaaahhs. i find that i dont blog cos i lik eot blog anymore. im blogging for the sake of blogging so i dont disappoint the people who read my blog. doooots. soso weird. ohwell. i speak as though alot of people read my blog regularly. hurrhurr. so not true. think i can count the number of people on 1 hand. hehh. ohwell. im seriously crossing my fingers, praying hard that i can get into hcis. if i dont get in. im screwed nxt year. havent been turning up for netball. als just told me that ma coach and teacher ics are pissed at me. hehh. ohwell. i see no point in going for trng since im not on the team nxt year. hurrhurr. but they didnt put me on the team entirely because i wasnt turning up for trngs. ohwell. ma school's netball team has no potential at all. so i shldnt be like wasting ma time there. but the cheerleading squad has everything going for it. so if im going to invest my effort and time on something. i should invest it in something that has potential and will show results. hehhh. aye. no work the past 3 days. feels so so good. raaaaaaahhhhhhhh. i so so regret what i did to my hair. PURPLE HAIR EXTENSIONS. in case you were wondering. hha. looks so frigging liannn. ahhhhhhhhh. ohwells. no more purple for me anymore. next time im gnna do GREEN. gnna look so hot. hha. sighhh. its back to work tmr. sadness. seemingly endless hours of boredom. BAHHS. vicky and i beat yuanzi and yuanlong at pool! hha. i must announce that to the whole world. or rather, maybe they let us win. but i dont care. sticking to the first one. THEY LET US WIN! hha. no idea what happened or how it happened. but it was cool. mm. ohdamnn. ive got no more shit to say. hha. ohyes i must say something else. I DROOL OVER MUSCLES. MALE ONLY. hha. weird obsession with muscles or height. lol. ohwells.
muchlove princessnic (:
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